sometimes i can't understand me

am i crazy??
my feeling is a bit strange....

when i am thinking about my bf sometimes i will be sad.y??y i will be sad??
am i lonely??*sighs* i wanna meet him soon.but i can't.i can hear his voice.i can see him.but i cannot touch him...

when i am sad,lonely i want his hug...but i can't

i really luv him

my god....y i can't meet him??
long distance is really hard for everyone!!damn it!!
